Never ending punishments.

 The punishment for quoting Bharathiyar was swift .Suddenly my abdomen on my left side started to pain and i  was feeling very nauseous.It reminded of the similar pain in my abdomen and the  nausea i had in Bangalore last year when i started to visualise during my daily puja  the idols of the temples  i visit  . 

For the past few days i can feel my forehead getting highly uncomfortable in the early hours of morning when i am in my bed like as if it is being blocked ,This happens  soon after stray dogs start barking in the southern direction.

Supreme court's gift to Bharathiyar on his birth anniversary .

Velli    panimalayin meedu ullavu om ,

adi melai kadalmuzhuvadhum kapppal viduvom,

Palli thalam anaithum koyil seiguvom,

yengal bharatha desam yendru thol kottuvom.

Meaning -We will roam over the snow capped mountains [Himalayas]

               We will leave ships in all  the  seas, 

               We will make all educational institutions as sacred as temples,

                We will pat our back and say this our Bharata Desam.

                                                                                                                                                    "Sindhu nadhiyin isai nilavinile ,                                                                                                           chera dha natin illum pengaludane,                                                                                               sundara thelunginil paatisaithu ,                                                                                              Thoinigal voti villayadi varuvom,

           Yengal bharata desam endru thol kottuvom.

Meaning --Listening to the musical notes of Indus river  on a moonlit day ,

we will sing in beautiful Thelugu  in the company of  young Kerala women ,

whilst rowing down the Sindhu river on a boat .

  We will pat our backs and say this is our Bharata desam       --[country]     

  The above  verses were written by Bharathiyar  a visionary and  passionrtly  patriotic poet during the British rule to see  India as a country that was whole  and  united from Kashmir  in north to  Kanya kumari  in south ,there fore he penned the above lines in Tamil 

Unfortunately he didnot live to see India gaining freedom, but co incidently  his dream came true yesterday viz 11.12.23 on his birth anniversary ,when the Supreme court of India decided on that very day, that the land where the river Indus flows [Kashmir]  and has snow capped mountains [Ladakh]is irrevocably a part of India .

 

Soft landing on Moon .

  Congrats to all at  ISRO for the remarkable feat.

Thank you for bringing a part of the moon to all our living rooms and lives  and   filling us with happiness and  suffusing us with a  sense  of  pride at the  proprietal rights over this celestial body when Vikram the lander planted its feet firmly on it. .

Odours,representation and signals.

 In 2014 i the following suggestions were microwaved ,

A parrot represents  a christian.

A pigeon represents a muslim.

A koel represents a moderate muslim , 

A crow represent s a Hindu .

I didnt know the significance then ,over the years i learnt that the call of these birds actually represents members of that community who are either stalking me , or sending suggestions or provocations directly into my head without  my ever being aware of it 

Those who alerted to me these intruders never microwaved the methods to avoid such provocations 

Next odours --

burnt milk means a evagengical  white christian becuase i had finally connected the two when i see them nearby in temples i visited when they wear a cross on their chains, on repeatedly seeing them and am assaulted by that smell. 

Milk --means a white person .

And several odours  like burnt tyres, amurtanjan , stink of corpse and sewage and at time  gas leakage and scent of incense sticks for which i am yet to make a connection  as representating some intruding person's idendetity.

An eagle means it is either representing centre or defence .

a squirrel means a intelligence gatherer and also enacter of my thoughts .The squirrels are open in thier merriment , screeching their dirty cowardly deed s to establish that i have no privacy of thoughts.

sounds --

Pressure cooker, mixie , throwing of gas cylinders as if in anger, sound of electric saw--in this i have deciphered only the last --electric saw means the state govt is not amused

OK what is the use of letting me know the links , that such and such a person is sending you suggestions etc when i have not been taught to avert  such suggestions and escape provocations . It is of no use to me.Nor is enacting my inner most thoughts to make me know that each and every thought of mine is read and processed and then used to  shock and shame me .I haven't been taught  the methods to avert this constant 24 by 7  rape  going on since 2012 .

I learnt that turning my head towards right that is a full swing to see my back i can cut the messages .How can i always be alert?Am i a james bondi? Now for past few days turning my head to right or left is near impossible since my head is spinning .A s i blog now it is still spinning .I can't bend either .I guess i have to wait it out that is bear this pain for 4 weeks till coast is clear viz no foreign visits or foreign dignataries visiting us .

These jammers know that i know that i am being [my head, foehread and jaws] jammed that i will write or blog about it if it becomes extreme .Yet  it is being done.who are these people?If it is our own people i mean institutions,or organisations  why are they risking their image being tarnished?Guess since there is no public  outrage at what is being done to me they are doing it .Simple.

If it is to make me aware of my thoughts and keep checking it and trace its source to these signals i have to abandon all my house hold duties and  go to the Himalayas and keep on checking my thoughts in absolute stillness of the mountains..In short i have to become a sanyasin.

Those who keep sending suggestions and provocations to induce me to write on tv news dramas [all based around minorities sc,s and tribals] are themselves mental rapists who have no pity on me .I am myself battling daily mental rape and no touch tortures and the gall of these. people to expect me to shed tears on thier behalf.I think thier intention is to make me give ideas to mainstream journalists and politicians 

Ok i am seeing Chinese look alikes everywhere .Why aren't they represented by a  screeching bird or odours?Or i am , seeing the signals but am unable to decipher?I see dead rats on the streets i walk, picked by crows .Do  rats represent  Chinese?

Another mystifying pattern is this--Pairing of Tamil brahmins viz aiyars with Tamil Muslims, and Telugu brahmins [saivaites] with urdu muslims.One will always precede the other whilst entering or exiting our premises .Always .A pattern which is quite obvious.Like as if they are one mind and one thought.Shakthi worshipers are paired with Christians.

My pairing is generally with maid servants , sanitary workers and labourers[ labourers being my late father's pets].It is the rest room cleaning women in hotels, shops , marriage halls,temples and public toilets  who exude joyful comaradire on seeing  me .No one else  is so spontaneously happy to see me. It is like as if they are seeing a long lost friend!This feeling of kinship is not new .It has existed since  my teens, only now it has gone to amazing levels.I havenot courted them so the reason behind this kinship could be Poorva janma vasanas' viz impressions of my past births.Maybe i was a  sanitary worker in my last birth, an lowliest of the lowly even amongst   sc's [ scavenger]and hence the bonds are still strong between us..I just have to stand in front of them in thier domain viz toilets weilding thier weapons like mop, broom phenyl,etc--that  instantly their faces will  light up with  joy and chemical sparks fly between us encircling us in a happy re union. If i lingered on they may even offer to buy me a cup of tea and bun!If all those politicians and commies  who labour hard to win thier hearts were to see my roaring reception in restrooms ,they would burn with jealousy...

All this pairing is done with coming and going of aeroplanes in my vicinity.The provocations and suggestions  precede this pairing and before i hear a planes sound in here in Chennai and the sound of of Metro in Bangalore,.In Bangalore the sound of Metro rail is very frequent .i havent as yet worked out the pairing in Bangalore.

                    Who ever is setting these delusional and laughable  pairing  on and on each and every day is doing a monotonous but precision job.This also means that i am not the only puppet on a string .

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