Realisation of the day--21.3.14

The very fact that i am writing reams upon reams on foreign policy in a note book--viz expanding the bermuda triangle with new theories every day like as if i am a foreign correspondent could be the concerted attempts of politico's to divert me from expounding my 'basic instinct'' views as opposed to academic ones on Indian politics, virtually on a daily basis as i have resolved to do so as my pay back for the humiliation ,isolation and sufferings imposed upon me for the past,nearly 2 years to be precise from end of april 2012   24/7 non stop by them or with their conniviance.

As of now the parties that could have been somewhat affected by my home spun theories and earthy primitive instincts have been the foll---

Cong, dmk,communists, the 160 group[a theory i heard on tv] in bjp with pm ambitions.Modi  i persume benifitted ,some what.

Is it my fault that what i write on the spur of the moment ,that is on seeing tv news or reading the papers or under deliberate provocation and manipulations,either co- incides or contravenes with what the power mad crafty, politicians are already harbouring within? 

Pauper and the prince.

Aravind .k mirrors the methodology and ideology of Rahul.g.why would any one want to choose the fake when the original is available?
The plausible answer is that  whilst the latter can afford to wait the storm out and enjoy extended rest and recuperation in salubrious environs,literally a manna from the skies, the former has to go out and brave the storm  for his very survival with a scarf hoping it would shield him from the heavy downpour  and praying that it won't lay  him down with fever and pneumonia.

This i wrote this morning before reading somewhat similar blog by A.jaitely--Paap aur punya on the net .So it could have been read out to me as i slept like a log yesterday night.and i have regruited it in a different form

.Agreed it shows that i am easily hypnotisesd.at times but it is not true all times.I made a similar prediction or wish in sujataism nearly 1 and half years back whilst tendering an unsolicited advise to RG.about his future that  he should get married and lead a householder life for next 15 years since the charismatic chaiwala was best suited for the  throne as he would be able to understand the problems faced by the poor having risen from amongst them ,more than he[rg] or i could ever .

Now doesn't this prove my consistency even when i am hypnotised, in my advise /prediction/wish ?

Overlooking for the day --11.3.14

I can get myself to overlook and try and forget my very first contact with the politicians for daring to cross them and would have accepted as a bitter pill as that is what is to be expected of politicians whom one puts on a pedestal but are actually of the gutter with the survival instincts of sewage rats,  had it stopped with my confession and on learning my true intent as the price for trifling with the insecurities of the political class.

But the fact  that it continued there after without a let up and is still going on is something i cannot overlook .Hope the sewage rats who are still at it drown in the gutter.

Hope---11.3.14

That the encounters thrust upon me with the gutter comes to an end with the general elections.

Wish for the day---11.3.14

That all those actively involved in my humiliation and in the continuance of this inhuman persecution lose their parliamentary as well assembly  seats again, again and again and get know first hand as to what it means to be as powerless as i am.

Prediction for the day---10.3.14

The next PM will combine both political power as well as governmental responsibility

Comment on a net article on Wendy issue.

On 3 rd morning i clicked on good on Arvind neelakantan 's article on the on going fracas over Wendy D's book pulping  after a hurried reading of the article.

Clicking is a very small matter,yet after having burnt my fingers in the minefield of this net , that hasty clicking kept needling me, so next day i read it patiently and found the answer .It is a political article , that betrays the apprehension of the author that the furore over the book pulping may paint right wing parties whose chances are bright in the upcoming elections as unpalatable fascist, conservative , illiberal etc to the world by pointing out that when bjp was in power it never banned any book even if such books were  insensitive to Hindu sentiments whilst Cong had banned several books films etc mainly to please their vote bank --minorities.

So i went through the petition against the said author and her  book which  he had said will not hold good in court..
I will never read that 800 pgs book when i have real and genuine books, treatises, hymns , on Hinduism written by scores of ancient scholars, poets and saints in Sanskrit and Tamil to quench my thirst on Hinduism and went through the petition only to find out as to what was bothering the petitioner..

Actually the petition is fine.Since there are provisions in the law against hurting religious sentiments the petitioner has made out his case fairly well .
                                                                                                 I also went through some articles and found that the historical facts stated in the said book are not correct.Having studied history honours i know that the 'Bhakthi movement that encompasses both Saivaites and vaishnavaites --'in India started way back in 5 the century AD  and not in medieval period.In fact i have translated several devotional or Bakthi hymns in Tamil of  vaishnavaite saints belonging to 5 the century AD and onwards till 9 th cent AD in my earlier blog Sujataism as well as in this blog.Thirupavai -the  evidence and the result of Bhakthi movt belongs to 9 th cent Ad.The dates i have been taught at college  have all been arrived at in scientific manner viz carbon dating, archaeological evidences as well as from contemporaneous literary works with established dates.

By clicking in a hurry i have endorsed net article's author  fear [for him genuine from his political point of view]which sort of  mirrors my own need to clarify my own position in my open letter to Modi fans.That of the tenacity of the unseen Hand to throw as many hurdles as possible through what ever means [ i am  one such] in what it is seeing as a unstoppable race to the first place by the star athlete in its rival camp.

Dogs bark when caravans pass.

Transformer.

Two days back electricians were fiddling with the transformer near my bedroom.The jarring  scraping sound of metal  worked upon by metallic saw and sparks flying from a joint stopped thereafter .The stereo fonic tapping's on my ceiling that can be compared to the piercing jabs administered by mahouts with their sharp and small axes on the elephants they ride to control it  lost its intensity and became muffled.I think it was on the  day-Saturday ,late in the morning that  the much touted ordinances  on graft was sought to be hurried through ,was  being considered but dropped by the cabinet in the evening   and news flashed that elections would be announced soon.
                                                                                                                           .I wrote my diary that morning after a lapse of nearly 10 days ! The trigger was the killing of policemen by naxals in Chattisgarh and i linked that news item in the daily to my blog on big brother because of the earlier genuine link and felt absolutely frustrated at being constantly needled so as to vent my emotions directly on the blog which is public ,[which normally i never would do so ], that could be detriment to others lives and wished fervently that a strong leader  would emerge in the coming elections who would wipe out this Maoist menace that is eating lives and development ,from India and ended it saying had enough of their deadly harkatens--mischiefs.By writing this first thing in the morning on a crucial image makeover day ,probably i signalled the end of this regime hence the futility to  who ever was fondly nursing a dramatic comeback .I suppose the carefully stoked aggression went haywire and boomeranged.Soon after i wrote this the maid washed the stairs symbolically,   since she does  it only on Sundays and left my portion in the landing with the kolam [rangoli] intact, whilst washing off  2 other neighbours.

So part of my torture is over .Some sick politician was bent on screwing my mind non stop to derive inspiration/josh  with a sickening perversion from my latent aggression stoked to exploding point deliberately by constant provocations that reached its peak in the kharbode incident  that conveniently co incided with  the prolonged  indecisiveness in  govt formation in Delhi by AaP. Hope that creep goes to hell.In comparison,the other tortures sort of pale into insignificance.[ on reading this nectar must be flowing into pf/ kgb and co 's beings[worthless /spineless /conscience less scums]  for providing the proof of their loyalty and sycophancy to their political masters-

The next part of my torture  viz constantly watching my every move through cameras should be at the most 2 months away  when this govt concedes defeat ad the next takes over with the hope that the next one would have a confident leader at the helm who wouldn't take recourse to such or continue with this shady practise that is at once  demeaning to any  person leading the country of a billion as well as dehumanising a citizen.

If  the utterly ethic less media persists  i 'll get a private electrician to remove the spy cams bugs etc who will be amenable without the threat of a central agency hanging over his head.Even if that fails ofcourse there is the police ,amenable and considerate politician,etc.yeah yeah ppts jump in joy i have mentoned you all at least once favourably and indicated  my slight inclination to surrender to the almightyswrapped in their own importance tch tch  what a fall what a fall or rather what a insecurity  that needs constant reassurance from a very ordinary person like me and you ppts are supposed to lead us all fearlessly from the front !

There is a saying in Tamil --Passithalum puli pulai thinadhu  meaning A tiger will not eat grass even if it is starving.Hope  this saying  holds good to the next supreme political cum   governmental  leader of this country.

Isiliye--this is why.

''Senthamizh naadu yennum podhinile inbha then vandhu puyudhu kaadhinile'' meaning --On hearing the word tamilnadu sweet honey flows into my ears --are the emotional words penned by SubramaniBharatiyar an nationalist poet of the past century.
These  very lines came to my mind on watching a woman  on u tube in a net daily, trying to decode Modi's popularity under the heading 'isiliye 'in her own way[which i don't remember now] and i decoded it in the above way .
which is that he so often speaks of 'is  Desh' .and the inherent potential of this country with such obvious pride that it is sweet music to ears starved for long decades specially the past decade that didn't hear any leader mention the word 'My country' in any debate or speech or interview like as if it was no longer fashionable or the 'in thing' to do.

No doubt 'vasudev kutumbham' --viz  The whole world is a family, is a very noble world view but to a person like me who may appear shallow and narrow to all those 'mahanu bavos' -meaning August persons of noble assembly', it  is the word  desh , Bharat mata ki jai  ,Vande mataram and my country and so on that is like a dash  of sweet nectar drenching  my being .
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An open letter to Modi fans.

I am well past the age of hero worshipping and am in a age where i can appreciate perfection and extra ordinary qualities in various mind sets and even in persons having a altogether different mind set from that of mine.Just that facet and not what that individual is or what he or she stands for.So  it is difficult for me to decode this unstinting loyalty that brooks not even a tiny bit of opposition to a person viz modi [though  i am in consonance with his view India first and his emphasis on development ]which reminds me of that which was similarly bestowed on Anna in the height of his campaign against corruption largely by youngsters.
I have a feeling that i have in some way that is by my writings etc have at certain times hurt the feelings of Modi's young followers.Hence i am offering this explanation to those who are willing to listen.

First i am in a abnormal and extraordinary situation.The Intel's with their sophisticated gadgets have parked themselves all around me so as to control my movements, emotions and even thought process.Those who are amazed that such gadgets could ever exist even if you  have read people cookers com [which has given a true list ]and do not believe it or what i am saying just spare a thought as to how human beings sitting 1000's and even  lakhs of kms away in earth are able to control the direction and movements satellites,space crafts in the outer space.The latest being the mangalayan orbiter.Just  a fraction of that stupendous technology is all that is needed by secret services to control human beings in their vicinity. Ultra sonic sounds can make dogs bark, cats to snarl and wake up roosting crows at midnight to caw in fear as well as cause intermittent buzzing sound in my ears whilst going to bed to stir up my brain and emotions to belch out ideas and fury in the daytime.So i am a victim of state's control .

I decided not to go to the state police because of the futility of it all .
1. No doubt the police will act  but i may get trapped in long winding court proceedings for which i have neither patience nor the energy.
2. The reach of this central service is too far and wide to be checked so easily.
3. Just as i had decided in 2012 I'll wait it out even if more and more screws are being put ,till the elections since it is my belief that with a change in govt  in centre i ll be of little use to any politicos and will be discarded immediately as a rag.But if it persists naturally i will approach the state police.

I am giving these lengthy explanation because  if my writings appear to hurt you all  in some way or the other bear it in mind that several of  it is not of my own volition and at various others  the result of deliberate prodding, suggestions, hypnosis etc.

1.I realise that my current role [apart from being the favourite whipping girl of the ruling party]is to provide ideas to shore up A. Kejriwal's --[one who is being projected as the main rival of modi by media pundits and other interested parties] --honest activist image in all probability by Cong  which has become desperate and has lost the big picture[that in the next incumbency  wave whenever that may be they can make a comeback,preferably with a strong Hindu leader at the helm]  and is hell bent as i have realised with my own personal experiences at their hands in keeping bjp in general and modi in particular at bay .

2. I offered my services to bjp here at Chennai as i have become a member of bjpand continue to be one but they are reluctant to make use of it .Probably due to its over confidence coupled with resentment towards me as being instrumental in creation of  aap that cut into its votes at Delhi.
Frankly if my blogging in any way led to the birth of aap party it was purely unintentional.Actually i very much wanted that A .K and co remain as activists or  a pressure group but it was their own inner desire hidden deep within that came out in open after a 10 day fasting  to read the signs and directions they wanted to read in my blog, on those days  and made them enter politics.Remember that when similar pressure was exerted upon me to join a party i withstood it as long as i could ,because my inner most desire wasn't in politics but only a deep commitment to blogging and activism which your hero and idol grasped immediately and let me be.

By the way i was eager to go to villages to collect iron and soil for Patel's statue and museum and i would have given a nice write up backed by photos and video and would have blogged it.My viewers across the world would have read it which could have been an good advertisement for Modi .But the invitation never came though i visited the bjp office twice as  am still its member[though the brush off was obvious and having forgotten of being used as' middle class preception' in foreign policy either  to turf out some of the compromised political elite or purely for upholding india's meagre and nearly non existent prestige abroad or for both ,much against my will ,i concluded that the frosty reception was due to my role in aap politics hence this long clarification]   and i am not all that energetic and pushy to stubbornly insist on being taken to those tours.[ Tamilnadu.]
In conclusion ,dear young fans of Namo kindly bear it mind that i am also being exploited to throw a spanner in the works of  modi campaign and it is humanly impossible not to succumb to such sustained stealthy pressures that i try hard not to .So please be on guard.And remember that i did want to build up your idols image [tiny tho'] in my own way.