Showing posts with label thought policing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thought policing. Show all posts

Sunday, 16 March 2014

Diplomatic puzzle.--------blog leaks

The re-indictment of Dev .k --is it liberal admins attempts to find loopholes in laws for the sake of a liberal lynch pin of a tottering party lording and now lurching over a populace that is by and large an ill liberal lot?

Surmises arrived at with help of
1,article in tuglaq
2.Articles in net
3.My own shabby and grotesque treatment at the hands of one in control of my Psyche and surroundings ,the first time this episode broke out in news and when my middle class perception was in great demand in foreign affairs and my discovering the nexus between the amazing and unbelievable connection between my house and us state dept or any of its appendages. written in detail in  sujataism.

My view .
           If the us admins wants to monkey with its lawmakers and people through me [sujata the blogger and diarist]in collusion or connivance  with the govt, and big two parties   in here in its foreign policy with India  and if those us lawmakers and citizens are such fools to fall into a trap with their eyes open [i have already explained in detail as how i am being show cased as middle class precept ion to foreign audiences in Sujataism .That which i was doing on own accord several year back was slowly manipulated as per needs and exigencies shadily through psychiatric control which i am rebelling against constantly since when i got to know about it , as i,refuse to bow to whims of politicians to which ever shade they may belong to and however powerful they may be.fools they made may lay too many golden eggs  and are unable to get some when they dearly want it]then it is their karma to have a crook like obama as their president.

I am assuming that all these pressures that i am continually subject even after joining bjp is from cong since it is in power.It could also be other way around it needs only a doc and few helpers and intels[lent happily by cong] thrown in..    How ever  for the 24/7pressures i am subject to for so many years  it is logical to conclude  that  it is the omini present Dravidian parties in here   whether in power or out of it have the resources and manpower to keep up the pressures upon me to write provoke and , harrass ,   and also to convert as it they did in 2014 September on me

{{**** 6.2.19--Note --Conversion to Christianity was carried on me in full scale in 2014 with blessings from many [politicians]and others turning  blind eyes. I didn't succumb .In between Muslims sneaked in with their agenda  of slow,sly and long drawn conversion, which is still going on as they refuse to take a No from me as an answer. They make their intention clear in this by putting as many hurdles as possible in my leading a Hindu life.Whether they have the support of Christian converters in this or not i have no idea ,,maybe they do and both were and are trying thier hand at it since long, but it is certain that they have political backing if not they cannot get away with what they are doing to me that is placing hurdles tenaciously in me leading  a Hindu way of life ,since a decade ,I am sure that they have the full support and backing and help  of Hindus as well ,otherwise it would be impossible for them to keep the pressure on me when i visit temples and homams and shradhas and in my daily puja .******}}

                                                                                                                                                                      And at present i maybe affecting bjp more than cong

1. Sort of helped in creating aap that foxed its chances in Delhi
2.providing ideas to aap ,their noisy rival unwittingly ,[by cursing to stave off my current resentment against forcible illegal control]
3.giving intellectual arguments from my knowledge of history ,again unwittingly [for me it is academic exercise].to not so moderate rights whom the libs in bjp would love to wish away.along with me of course [my irksome presence in net] .Assuming it is for this reason that bjp may be controlling me i will never subsume my rights  since i have no  deep resentments or deliberate agenda  against any community so to rub salt,so as to make me feel guilty for sharing my knowledge of history and hindu culture.
4.also beneficial to cong to replenish its ideas and currently to provide ideas to encourage their pet  pug--aap to tackle bjp

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Wednesday, 26 February 2014

Big brother.

Read about 'thought police' and room number '101'.--Orwell's observation .It appears to be a fantastic scenario but its application  is very possible and very realistic.It is precisely  what is happening to me in this supposedly free and democratic country.under the malignant eyes of many ,benign eyes of some and indifferent eyes of many.

The real KGb's would  be outclassed or have they found refuge in here?.

Note .. i wanted to remove that tag line but am not able to or am being prevented from doing so by who else but the thought police .with some inner agenda to exploit my blog posts for  political gains either domestic or internationally.So i request my viewers to read my profile instead and bear in mind that with all my protests and refusal to act as middle class preception i am being used as one by politicians and assorted groups with constant nudging, through thought policing .

A crazy experiment is being conducted on me.I was broken down  by thought police and then systematically built up as a 14 year old .My golden age , that of a social, human , patriotic, cosmopolitan, arguing in favour of equality to women',interested in histry, lively, frank ,happy , innocent imaginativeand intersted in modernisation that is development of india all fished out from my well presved diaries.All the memories of my adulthood viz long  married life ,bereavment was sought to be swabbed clean of my memory slate by constant emotional and physical isolation frm husband and second son as well as from
  other relatives and friends and worked upon continuosly non stop [they have taken upper flat and many others around me] aided may be by my depression/mental ailment at my son's sudden death either due to medical negligence or due to shadowy political tugs to please thier minority electorate or both , to appear as an excessively humane' person ,since i am on the net and refused to join political party and  joined only when i was put in a long  line of guilt traps  [many  real ,some fake] but didnot actively participate nor was i  welcomed to do so ,to turf out the ruling party that is finding itself in doldrums but yet has in  its grip  all the official machinery  ,by some one in extraordinary power,clueless to the ticking's of a modern well adjusted higher middle class  youth born and bred in indian soil , fascinated by that non existent --long dead 14 year old highly likeable girl,to turf it out in sticky situations and for a makeover that is viewed by who ever is fascinated  as the one and only model of  a typical well adjusted broad minded indian youth .Ridiculous!The changes that have taken place since 1971 in india and  my own life are very may to be so easily wished away.

That which i was  doing voluntarily on my own that is expressing my views,  tinged by  subjectivity, on public affairs ,foreign affairs ,history etc when i first started to blog is of late for past 2years  started to be forcibly tweaked by such shameful techniques that  it made me revolt against this shadowy operation in disgust --i wasn't  approached directly  because my middle class perception was neither in tune with ruling dispensation or that party or the media nor that of the oppositions in several cases. but even in such cases  when it was in consonance i was never approached with a straight forward request even then pshycological pressures were applied .This deceit and arrogance of power and wealth strenghtenes my resolve to be on guard always and not to fall prey to the designs of interested groups--could be religious , media houses  and politicians .

Can one be a 14 year old all through one's life?The wishful thinking of  perverts.Totally against nature.

Poor youngsters of this country.If  they come to know of this bitter truth about their icons,  of their arrogance and money power they'll commit suicide enmasse.All those educated hard working tax paying  normal  youths [who have no animosity towards me]reading this and my earlier accounts in Sujataism of my  brain washing  by authorities as well as nastying and exploitation by media etc will find a knife twisting in thier hearts as it is impossible for any son to think even for a second of their mother's[ not in politics] in similar situation.Even aap, as well as  most other partys are  in this.What a  blow! Whom will they trust?
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Much water has flown and frankly it is all those experiences , some good some bad and the retention of the memory of those experiences that renders a person  /me to be whole ,by wiping it off  would make one /me robotic ,fit only to be remote controlled by cold calculating inhuman tyrants.Truly Orwellian.

Note:The left and its extremities have clearly set a precedent in thought policing  [of which most of us would have become aware of ,only due my blogging of my own experience as a victim] which right and its extremities would also  be tempted to follow.
                                                                                                I for one am a strong believer in the doctrine of Karma ,having experienced and seen its impartial workings in my life and in those around me.It does work , but at its own pace.I have lived long enough and gone through a lot ,out of the ordinary to speak of karma so confidently.