strange,. odd. whenever i analyse my outburst in my very international diary the Malay transport minister would appear with a smug look and address a press conference on mmplane giving very little news.
I thought this had come to end with the pm of that country officially declaring all on board as dead .a closure an relief of sort to people to try and pick up the threads of life instead of a lingering doubt of 'what if' which is worse than the actual facts .
Yesterday night i made an outburst against bjp after seeing news as usual, at the choice of their candidate calling them gutter etc in my private public diary at 9 pm.today in the morn i sat to analyse it around 9-10am since i feel that my outbursts are affecting a lot of people in a way i never intended to .i listed the the reasons behind my obviously needled outburst .,the main aim , would be to show that modi as well as bjp is not independent of rss.as rss has reacted similarly and warned them and it could also be because of my middle class outburst.And concluded that bjp is a political party and they have their own calculations and it is my fault to keep on viewing it as mega activist body .
after i wrote this the minster popped up again with a smug smile telling that there could be survivors.of course on cnn and bbc ,our channels have lost interest or are not showing it.Just what is happening?A cat and mouse game? Somewhat like chinesetorture? the plane also contained other nationals ,including India and i feel sorry for all of them
Most important why am i an blogger /diarist still being linked to 370? Diplomacy? internal politics?Sonia .g affair with US courts?
By my outburst and subsequent analysis today did i stoke hope in diplomacy and reprieve to sg?I think the analysis did it.That bjp is controlled by conservative rss and illiberal bjp will come to power and therefore it is now or never moment for sg's reprieve .she may or may not win the elections .even if she does modi in power will see to that she the 'Italy ki beti 'doesn't get reprieve since he is actually a conservative rss bigot who is xenophobic, racist , anti christian, anti muslims .anti every one!Right?
Frankly modi could be a monster as per tv or strong leader/ a politician as per net .i have no idea. Rahul is a paragon of virtues as per tv and msns and a nincompoop as per net .i have no idea either.i haven't moved with either them to form an opinion.Going to even baser level modi is a killer of muslims and sgand rg are killer of hindus.are all my viewers satisfied after getting this assesment , again an guess work?going further that india is always ruled by murderers whilst world over spotlessly clean people rule and this is our fate .And when modi assumes power he will kill all christians .And if he personally chose that ali who is said to have links with terror it is because mo being a terrorist himself can understand and condone similar mentality just as sg and rg can condone killings by ultra lefts since they have similar mentality and can take corrupts as candidates since they themselves are corrupt and find nothing odd if any one is.Is this enough? And how democratic are all those journos of highly democratic countires are ,by peering shamelessly into my bedroom to read something which i write in my personal diary? Does freedom to privacy and property the sole perorogative of these exalted beings of highly developed and freedom loving countries and i being a bloody indian have to grin and bear my rights being trampled upon ?Even if my stupid spineless govt and opposition allows it am i not to be seen as a 'individual' whose inherent rights to privacy etc have to be cherished hence should not be trifled with by the so called 'advanced countries' either directly or through their appendages ?
At a personal level i have afeeling that i am being exploited by the pshycho doc at my own personal experience and doubts , the doubt that palgued me a long while whether my son died of an accident or simply committed suicide as no one around was willing to disciss it and would prefer it to be a more acceptable version that of an accident .An suicide would wuold speak poorly on our paterting skills. But i concluded that it was suicide much before pf landed and it was he who in a way injected the suspicion that maybe there isan murder cum conspiracy angle to his untimely death.That he proposed to a muslim girl which was not liked by her relatives ,though both had ended any such move,and that since we live near a slum populated by dmk whose elctorate is muslims and they in power along with cong at that time decided to make an example of vidat so that no hindu boy dare as much as glance at their women,so as to please thier fanatic electortae and therefore the docs were manupulated to goad him ,a person suffering from easily curable depression to his death by havy medication and totally un professional advise.This doubt arose in me only after pf and co's inqusition .that to just 6 months back .Did pf plant this? and is he using this so taht i may emote suitably to further his agenda that is who ever he is representing? By drawing a similarity with that 370 's fate?
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blogged at 1 pm 29.3.14
I thought this had come to end with the pm of that country officially declaring all on board as dead .a closure an relief of sort to people to try and pick up the threads of life instead of a lingering doubt of 'what if' which is worse than the actual facts .
Yesterday night i made an outburst against bjp after seeing news as usual, at the choice of their candidate calling them gutter etc in my private public diary at 9 pm.today in the morn i sat to analyse it around 9-10am since i feel that my outbursts are affecting a lot of people in a way i never intended to .i listed the the reasons behind my obviously needled outburst .,the main aim , would be to show that modi as well as bjp is not independent of rss.as rss has reacted similarly and warned them and it could also be because of my middle class outburst.And concluded that bjp is a political party and they have their own calculations and it is my fault to keep on viewing it as mega activist body .
after i wrote this the minster popped up again with a smug smile telling that there could be survivors.of course on cnn and bbc ,our channels have lost interest or are not showing it.Just what is happening?A cat and mouse game? Somewhat like chinesetorture? the plane also contained other nationals ,including India and i feel sorry for all of them
Most important why am i an blogger /diarist still being linked to 370? Diplomacy? internal politics?Sonia .g affair with US courts?
By my outburst and subsequent analysis today did i stoke hope in diplomacy and reprieve to sg?I think the analysis did it.That bjp is controlled by conservative rss and illiberal bjp will come to power and therefore it is now or never moment for sg's reprieve .she may or may not win the elections .even if she does modi in power will see to that she the 'Italy ki beti 'doesn't get reprieve since he is actually a conservative rss bigot who is xenophobic, racist , anti christian, anti muslims .anti every one!Right?
Frankly modi could be a monster as per tv or strong leader/ a politician as per net .i have no idea. Rahul is a paragon of virtues as per tv and msns and a nincompoop as per net .i have no idea either.i haven't moved with either them to form an opinion.Going to even baser level modi is a killer of muslims and sgand rg are killer of hindus.are all my viewers satisfied after getting this assesment , again an guess work?going further that india is always ruled by murderers whilst world over spotlessly clean people rule and this is our fate .And when modi assumes power he will kill all christians .And if he personally chose that ali who is said to have links with terror it is because mo being a terrorist himself can understand and condone similar mentality just as sg and rg can condone killings by ultra lefts since they have similar mentality and can take corrupts as candidates since they themselves are corrupt and find nothing odd if any one is.Is this enough? And how democratic are all those journos of highly democratic countires are ,by peering shamelessly into my bedroom to read something which i write in my personal diary? Does freedom to privacy and property the sole perorogative of these exalted beings of highly developed and freedom loving countries and i being a bloody indian have to grin and bear my rights being trampled upon ?Even if my stupid spineless govt and opposition allows it am i not to be seen as a 'individual' whose inherent rights to privacy etc have to be cherished hence should not be trifled with by the so called 'advanced countries' either directly or through their appendages ?
At a personal level i have afeeling that i am being exploited by the pshycho doc at my own personal experience and doubts , the doubt that palgued me a long while whether my son died of an accident or simply committed suicide as no one around was willing to disciss it and would prefer it to be a more acceptable version that of an accident .An suicide would wuold speak poorly on our paterting skills. But i concluded that it was suicide much before pf landed and it was he who in a way injected the suspicion that maybe there isan murder cum conspiracy angle to his untimely death.That he proposed to a muslim girl which was not liked by her relatives ,though both had ended any such move,and that since we live near a slum populated by dmk whose elctorate is muslims and they in power along with cong at that time decided to make an example of vidat so that no hindu boy dare as much as glance at their women,so as to please thier fanatic electortae and therefore the docs were manupulated to goad him ,a person suffering from easily curable depression to his death by havy medication and totally un professional advise.This doubt arose in me only after pf and co's inqusition .that to just 6 months back .Did pf plant this? and is he using this so taht i may emote suitably to further his agenda that is who ever he is representing? By drawing a similarity with that 370 's fate?
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blogged at 1 pm 29.3.14
